Really, Really Happy

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Current mood: Really, Really, Happy!

So once again I say, I haven’t blogged in forever. A whole year ago. WOW, so much has happened. Where to begin….

As I approach my 40th birthday, I can honestly say, I’m not scared to turn 40 and I’m not freaking out. It’s just a number, right?

I feel great entering my 40’s and leaving my 30’s behind. I’ve been through a lot in my 30’s and I’m not saying that I’m ready to forget, but it’s time to move on…

I think for the first time in my life I can actually say that I’m happy. I mean really, really happy.

I’ve moved to Florida, and yes leaving NYC was difficult and there are times where my heart aches for my city. I loved NYC and everything about it. I miss the hussle and bussle. It seems to me that Floridians move in slooooowww motion. I’m closer to my brother and his family and I’m getting the opportunity to see my Niece Kiersten grow up. Just the other day she stood by herself and I was there to share it. Life can’t get any better than that.

I started a new job. It’s very challenging right now, but you know me, I’m always up for a new challenge. Time will tell, if I will stay or move on. For now, it’s paying the bills….LOL

I’ve finally lost my “cancercrapness weight” I reached my goal a few months ago and have since exceeded it. I think it’s cause I’m back to work and being more active. I am enjoying my morning 5K’s and definitely loving the results.

I’ve also decided it’s time to put myself back out there again, as in dating. Kinda scary out there but I still believe that Mr. Right could possibly, maybe, hopefully still be out there. I’ve joined one of those on line dating services. Who knows...All I know is, I’m just going with the flow. If it seems right, then I’ll go for it. If it seems like to there’s too much drama, I’m out. I look at it this way, I have nothing to lose and everything to gain.

So here’s to continued happiness in my 40’s and seeing what life brings my way….