Monday, April 13, 2009
Current mood: Flirty
I am soooo psyched! My eyelashes are FINALLY back and stronger than ever!
One of the things I hated most about going through chemo wasn't just losing my hair but losing my eyebrows and eyelashes.
Don't get me wrong, losing my hair was devastating but I could wear hats and scarves to try to look "normal".
When I lost my eyebrows and eyelashes, is when it really set in as to how sick I was. I now looked sick. Sure you can try putting makeup on and I did the whole penciling of the eyebrows, yeah right. I had no luck and thought I looked like a little old lady with fake lines above my eyes.
I was so excited when my eyelashes started to grow back. I was already with my fancy mascara. And then, they fell out again. I was devastated! What the hell...
I remember one of my fellow chemo buddies saying that her eyelashes had fallen out again too. I thought, OK this must be normal. I talked to my chemo nurse about it and she reassured me that they would grow back and that they might not have been strong enough.
Good news, they did grow back and yes, they did fall out again. WTF!
I patiently waited and yes again they grew back and yet again fell out.
OK, three is a charm, right?
Well, I am happy to say they haven't fallen out again and they look fabulous. I really noticed them the other night when I was getting ready to go out and was putting on my mascara. There they were fluttering back at me, nice and long. Welcome back, I've missed you.